Some realizations and some random!
I have said all along that the Brian Kinney I have been writing in my Queer as Magic Verse, is the Brian Kinney I imagined he had the potential of becoming in the show if he had been given the opportunity to progress as a person and as a partner by the writers. And if he had been given a partner like Draco Malfoy who pushed him in ways Justin didn't.
Now, I've reached a point, where in order for him to do what he needs to do plot wise, I fear he is becoming OOC.
AND THIS IS SERIOUSLY STRESSING ME OUT!!!!
I have tried for so long to keep him similar to the Brian we all know and feel ambivalent about (to quote Emmett)...But I feel like I am failing now. And not only am I failing his character, but all my readers.
This sucks.
Chapter 15 up tomorrow hopefully...unless I delete every word of it and have to start over again.
Also, you've all seen Maurice right??? Because if you haven't you haven't lived. This movie has completely stollen my heart. And yes, I know I said this about Were the World Mine last week, but seriously...this movie is so brilliant and moving and beautiful. And the script and the music and the acting and James Wilby and the last kiss (please see icon) and RUPERT GRAVES!!!! I'm in love with him. Must watch Forsyth Saga NOW!!!
And lastly, did we all know that Stephen Moyer, aka Vampire Bill, is English? Thank you Emmy's for giving me yet another English man to swoon over.
*sigh* Ok, thanks for playing along. G'night!!!
Now, I've reached a point, where in order for him to do what he needs to do plot wise, I fear he is becoming OOC.
AND THIS IS SERIOUSLY STRESSING ME OUT!!!!
I have tried for so long to keep him similar to the Brian we all know and feel ambivalent about (to quote Emmett)...But I feel like I am failing now. And not only am I failing his character, but all my readers.
This sucks.
Chapter 15 up tomorrow hopefully...unless I delete every word of it and have to start over again.
Also, you've all seen Maurice right??? Because if you haven't you haven't lived. This movie has completely stollen my heart. And yes, I know I said this about Were the World Mine last week, but seriously...this movie is so brilliant and moving and beautiful. And the script and the music and the acting and James Wilby and the last kiss (please see icon) and RUPERT GRAVES!!!! I'm in love with him. Must watch Forsyth Saga NOW!!!
And lastly, did we all know that Stephen Moyer, aka Vampire Bill, is English? Thank you Emmy's for giving me yet another English man to swoon over.
*sigh* Ok, thanks for playing along. G'night!!!