Spinning in Circles
Well here lately things have been kinda weird for me. I really don't know whats going on but I wish it would stop. This past weekend it was pretty bad. I've been feeling really anxious here lately. I really do not know whats bringing it on but I want it to go away. I dunno if it has anything to do with what all has happened this month but it might. It's like my brain want to go in a million different directions when all I want is for it to go in one. I tried studying for the 4 tests that I have this week and I could not concentrate on anything to save my life. I finally just said screw it and gave up trying. I've had a really hard time sleeping here lately too. I dunno what could be causing it. When I go to bed I'm tired but once I lay down its like I'm wide awake. It's starting to drive me crazy. I can't run off no sleep but at the same time its like I can't get any sleep either.
I went to the plastic surgeon this morning so she could look at my ear again and she says that things are looking really good. I still haven't been able to wear a earring in my 2nd hole but I guess that will come with time. She also said that she wanted to see me back in 5 months which is cool by me. She said the numbness and pain that I still have will fade with time and get better but I just need to give it time. After that I went home and worked on Organic Chem stuff for class tonight. We have a lab exam and I'm hoping that I don't fail it. I'm so scared that this is what is going to happen.
Thats another thing. I am getting so sick of not having any time to do anything for me or anything at all. I mean between working 30hrs at work and going to school 15hrs (thats with 2 3hr labs so it makes it feel like more) I feel like I have no time. I barely find time to eat and think much less anything else. I think that it putting pressure on different parts of my life and it might be causing problems. I just want to cry sometimes. I need to figure out something.
I went to the plastic surgeon this morning so she could look at my ear again and she says that things are looking really good. I still haven't been able to wear a earring in my 2nd hole but I guess that will come with time. She also said that she wanted to see me back in 5 months which is cool by me. She said the numbness and pain that I still have will fade with time and get better but I just need to give it time. After that I went home and worked on Organic Chem stuff for class tonight. We have a lab exam and I'm hoping that I don't fail it. I'm so scared that this is what is going to happen.
Thats another thing. I am getting so sick of not having any time to do anything for me or anything at all. I mean between working 30hrs at work and going to school 15hrs (thats with 2 3hr labs so it makes it feel like more) I feel like I have no time. I barely find time to eat and think much less anything else. I think that it putting pressure on different parts of my life and it might be causing problems. I just want to cry sometimes. I need to figure out something.