hmmmmm
well I decided to go to my psychology class today to take a break from stupid stupid organic. I've been thinking a lot about Justin today. Why things are the way they are, are all my fault. I can't stop being hurt and sad which turns to anger and then whatever else. Sometimes I think it would be better for him if I just dissapeared and I can't help but wonder if he'd even miss me. School sucks I wish someone would have told me that Organic Chem was synonomous for Hell! I'm trying to think happy thoughts today like when Justin got me a pitcher of New Castle (yeah!) and we got to talk in the hot tub for a long time. Britt you suck for seeing Ani, but thank you hunny for calling me so I could hear too. If I could only flow in the blazer and listen to Ani so loud that Chantel screamed at me and Britt sang along and smoked. Those days were happy and easy.