Oct 09, 2002 08:21
USA blows major chuncks. They block us from getting music online and it pisses me off. I can't have any fun until after my birthday. I have all these tests next week, then i have to write another English paper. I don't know how and when I shall find the time to do this. School is my constant stress and i think living at school hurts me even more. Last nite it just got to me to much I had to go out. Nan and i saw "Eric, the Birdman" play. He is quickly becoming something familiar to do in Mobile for me (second time seeing him). He plays everything on his acoustic guitar which is amazing to hear songs like you have never heard them before, Nelly or Ludacris etc. He played Tenacious D., Jack Johnson, and John Mayer. He's a thin white guy and you can't but helping wanting to have his babies when he's up there doing his rock star thing. i'm obssessed with men playing guitar even if it is just cover songs. Justin needs to learn to play guitar because i can't handle loving someone who can't. I have to learn to because I love it so. Then again Justin and I couldn't handle another causal factor of passion. Maybe him playing gutiar would just send me over the edge. I'd have to throw him down and rip his clothes off. How can you not play guitar? My life is so fucking boring I miss high shool. I called Natalie last night and i really missed Diane and just partying with them. It's like I can never go back to those times. My sorority sisters are nice but it's not the same.