May 02, 2008 23:32
sooo today was my last slope day....and CDL's over and it was amazing...I'll post more about it later...
but tonight I got in what will probably be the last fight/argument with him....
then I hung up in his face.
and sent him a big long email saying thank you for everything and it's over.
I think it's really over. and I don't know if we'll ever talk again....and that breaks my heart.
I was really kind and apologetic in the email....and I made it all my fault.
I just don't want him to hate me. he was so dear to me for so long.
I hope we can be friends in the future.
12 days until his birthday....I was trying to think of what to get him, but I guess I won't need to worry about that :(
I'm wondering if I should still send him a birthday email.
I'm tired...and sad.