i wish I could say...
i wish I could say i suffer from post-ramadan blues, but it's hard to feel a void when the rest of my canvas is so overcrowded.
mi manca la mia vita da sei mese fa...era una vita molto tranquila. Voglio tornare.
Pero, non e possible fare niente di questa situazione.....e cosi.
4 semi circles
2 full circles, one of which is solid.
All presented with the most intense love I have ever known.
Brilliant....I pray to know how to love half as devotedly.
Where does the time go?
If only my life was a musical...musicals seem to drag on forever....but pleasantly. Even the songs I am not crazy about I enjoy.
I always yearn for change. it is the only way to know to make me feel up to par with the superficiality of the western world.
to be back in egypt would be so glorious. i just want to lay on the shore...right where the warmest of the water hits the sand...and stay there forever. there i don't worry about my hair clothes or complexion. i never know what time it is, what day it is--it's about moments. and they all come together into this breathtaking mosaic called life.
when I close my eyes I become so aware of everything else that's around me.....things that my other senses pick up but that are overshadowed by what I see. Particularly being so visual, get distracted by colors lights and patterns that I forget to pay attention to what I'm hearing smelling or touching.
Lying on earths seam, the divider of land and water, I become so aware of everything. and it's so beautiful, I wonder why I ever leave. the ocean when it falls upon itself, has so much to say....as do the birds overhead and the sand when it's blown. Even the song made by footsteps can be captivating ranging from the whisper of a shuffle to the screams of heels on marble.
it's sad to think a quarter of my life is now gone. however, the best is yet to come.
let it start.
back to reality.
mi manca la mia vita da sei mese fa...era una vita molto tranquila. Voglio tornare.
Pero, non e possible fare niente di questa situazione.....e cosi.
4 semi circles
2 full circles, one of which is solid.
All presented with the most intense love I have ever known.
Brilliant....I pray to know how to love half as devotedly.
Where does the time go?
If only my life was a musical...musicals seem to drag on forever....but pleasantly. Even the songs I am not crazy about I enjoy.
I always yearn for change. it is the only way to know to make me feel up to par with the superficiality of the western world.
to be back in egypt would be so glorious. i just want to lay on the shore...right where the warmest of the water hits the sand...and stay there forever. there i don't worry about my hair clothes or complexion. i never know what time it is, what day it is--it's about moments. and they all come together into this breathtaking mosaic called life.
when I close my eyes I become so aware of everything else that's around me.....things that my other senses pick up but that are overshadowed by what I see. Particularly being so visual, get distracted by colors lights and patterns that I forget to pay attention to what I'm hearing smelling or touching.
Lying on earths seam, the divider of land and water, I become so aware of everything. and it's so beautiful, I wonder why I ever leave. the ocean when it falls upon itself, has so much to say....as do the birds overhead and the sand when it's blown. Even the song made by footsteps can be captivating ranging from the whisper of a shuffle to the screams of heels on marble.
it's sad to think a quarter of my life is now gone. however, the best is yet to come.
let it start.
back to reality.