Dec 08, 2004 13:24
Well the leaves are greener (Which is amazing cause its winter), the sun is brighter (and I have no frickin sunglasses), and I FEEL BETTER! I know, its amazing. I've felt like crap for over a week now, I can't believe that ONE day of antibiotics fixed not only my cough but my insomnia too (Knock on Wood!). Stupid Me should have taken some of the antibiotics left over from my oral surgery a week ago and none of this would have been an issue. They are still insisting I have a little bit of asthma, but with the cough gone, I have no problems breathing. Dummies.
Hopefully, with this gone, I can finally get the ball rollin on my life again. I can get a job in West Leb, hopefully at Borders, in the children's department. OH, what I would do with that discount. Pay Check... Ta Ta! Then we can get an apartment, and I can stop always feeling like a guest whereever I am, whether its home, or at Jen's. Its so hard when you dont have your own place to call home. I want to be the queen of a castle. And then, I can finally feel settled. Im just so sick of being in transition.
Im in transition with my job. With my home. And always with game. It just seems like every time I start to enjoy a game, something goes wrong with it, and all goes to hell. With Ken, no one could come anymore. With Eve, we all got stressed beyond belief. (Damn, I really miss Eve). With Falla, well. I didnt really like Falla. So Im ok with that one. I just want a GOOD GAME! So Im really hoping the one with Jared and Co is going to actually work out...
Ok... I guess Im done rambling... I have to perfect the art of writing shorter entries... Hey... I have a favor to ask... if you read this... would you possibly leave me a note? I makes me feel special! :)