Aug 06, 2005 10:27
So hum... yesterday I was thinking about all the people that have come and go in my life. It is weird there are so many of them. Some I do not even remember (ex. this one boy in second grade liked me I guess, thats what I am told, but I can't rememeber him at all the only reason I believe the people is that hes in the year book yikes), and then theres the people I remember but I dont really miss, we were friends but its been so long and I guess most teachers would fall into this. There are also the people I don't like so I dont really mind them going and also the ones who I only kind of knew so it doesn't botther me that much that there gone. Then there are the ones who I did like and I know I probably wont see them again and thats sad, there are some that I will get over and have already but a few I don't want to let go of. *sigh*
I am getting excited for college though so thats good. I don't know if it is becuase I am just sick of summer and have been most of the summer or becasue I am ready for something new. I don't think the second one really ever happens to me except this time becasue I think it is a little bit of both. I'm still really scared though ok maybe not really super scared, more then a litte, I guess I should just say I am still scared about it. It might be fun in a way maybe I will get some confidence haha I used to have some, never for talking in front of people so that class is ganna suck, but in grade school I had way more confidence (maybe it was because I dresses like a guy hehe) but ya I did. I wonder what happened to it yikes.
So yeah...how are all you people I hope you all have fun at school and all. It's almost my birthday :D the 27 wow
well bye all