sun daze

Feb 01, 2009 15:11

It's a little disconcerting when I come to the conclusion that there's not much to stay awake for.
Good health and state of mind have all been reasoned away by a nonsensical desire to be detached from my surroundings.
I try to think ahead to the future, reason out what may come along and what would inevitably pull me out of this state of morose passivity, but that's never worked out well for me.
The undealt card still lies face-down and it has never done me too badly, though its anonymity does drive me mad at times.
though, if I could see everything as if I were on a flat plain, I wouldn't be much better off, now would I?

I'm still thankful for what I have, though I have always wanted more than what was justly visible.
I would strive, leaps and bounds beyond the norm, to grasp for just a second what seems so close to us as children, yet eludes us so readily as adults.
I refuse to cast away that thin veil that hides us as children, so perhaps I'm destined to bite off more than I can possibly fit in my maw.

Either way, either way, either way.

morrissey

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