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so i shoudl be out.
but i came home.
cuz im exhausted.
im just frustrated with a lot of things.
i feel like everyday i find more and more reasons to hate everything.
i should explain my previous post but i wont. it was out of anger and deleting it is just cowardly. i still mean what i said but probably shouldnt do it publically.
i just feel like i give and give and fucking give but get nothing back.
don't you think theres a reason why im still here???
why i stil havent given up on the fact that what we had was fucking real??
ugh.
so angryyyy.
i hate how stubborn i am.
like once i make up my mind about something, thers no changing it.
and how hard it is for me to get over things.
ive always been like this, but this is the worst.
fuckkkkk.
i love the people i surround myself with.
i love my job.
i like my classes.
note i didnt use the word love.
i love the fact that my boss absolutely loves me.
i love the fact that im getting a promotion.
i also love the fact that on sunday im going to look at an apartment in foxboro with steph that is fucking awesome and her friend is hooking us up so that it's only 250 a month.
this.
is.
fantastic.
but still.
meeehhhhhh.
usdgfuevwbgjkewbtgwbewejb.
but i came home.
cuz im exhausted.
im just frustrated with a lot of things.
i feel like everyday i find more and more reasons to hate everything.
i should explain my previous post but i wont. it was out of anger and deleting it is just cowardly. i still mean what i said but probably shouldnt do it publically.
i just feel like i give and give and fucking give but get nothing back.
don't you think theres a reason why im still here???
why i stil havent given up on the fact that what we had was fucking real??
ugh.
so angryyyy.
i hate how stubborn i am.
like once i make up my mind about something, thers no changing it.
and how hard it is for me to get over things.
ive always been like this, but this is the worst.
fuckkkkk.
i love the people i surround myself with.
i love my job.
i like my classes.
note i didnt use the word love.
i love the fact that my boss absolutely loves me.
i love the fact that im getting a promotion.
i also love the fact that on sunday im going to look at an apartment in foxboro with steph that is fucking awesome and her friend is hooking us up so that it's only 250 a month.
this.
is.
fantastic.
but still.
meeehhhhhh.
usdgfuevwbgjkewbtgwbewejb.