i know i shouldn't

[auroraldreams]

but i feel so depressed lately
idk why I feel like there's no point to lifesure I
have my happy moments but they last in only for a few seconds 
wanna just get school over with get married start living already
I'm sick of being confined to such momentary things
I wanna be set free
there's really got to be more
why do the people who live such sinful lives enjoy it more
idk what to think or feel anymore
people were never how I expected them to be
but my mistake for being foolish to believe
that they could hold such high standards in my views
I want what I'm saying to be a lie....

but I know it's not