May 12, 2011 13:57
YThere is a burning cog
Its cold and cruel
There's nothing any of us can do.
She said "that's life"
So it is, she's right.
I should have done more for you
I should have been there for you everyday I could have
Maybe if I had been there more
You could have lived to 100
Maybe if I had given you vegetables, before they said you can't eat vegetables...
I've been a scared little girl, in denial
Please forgive me for not wanting to get too comfortable
When I know your just going to leave.
And now your leaving.
I can live my life in the name of your grace, your strength and love
But that is, never will be, the same as having you here
Please, dont leave.
I don't know what I will do without you
I don't know what I will do without your unconditional love
You taught me how to love
Don't leave me here with the sharks!
No one will ever love me like you.
But I can't burden you with me or my fears
I know you don't want to leave
And I hate the universe for what its doing to you
Spooked by the universe
And by the token, i don't want to be here either.
Don't want to be a part of a world where something like this could happen
The world loosing you is the biggest tradgedy
What's the point of there being trees if you can't see them
Or christmas lights at christmas
Or sugar cookies
Or sad christmas songs that always make me cry
Because I know how much you love them and how you think of the people you miss
Like I will miss you