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[aurora_kelly]

Goodbye
and I'm tired again
too lost to look
and find myself.

Wondering
if happy lies
are better
than painful truth
but
the truth is imminent
isn't it?

It's not your fault
you've been so good to me
deep down I hope you know that
this isn't you
you can't be expected
to cure me.

And when I feel it
it's just too strong
I'll find a way
to numb the pain
until it comes back
and hits me twice as hard.

I'm building a pit
it'll only get harder to climb out
and istead of trying
I drown them out
by digging deeper
knowing that one day
it'll magically be okay.