It's just I don't even know how I feel,
I had like a pretty bad day,
&
I was totally happy though....
Does that make sense.
Lat night I watch a AWESOME movie (Wakenings). I was about this guy who was in a coma since he was like little, & he was give this experimantal drug that brought him out of the coma when he was like in his thirties...
But it didn't last, after some time he begin to SLOWLY go back to his former state.....
I could not stop bawling... I sat there telling my mom that if ne thing like that was to happen to me. "Pleez end it if I have missed that much of my life and in my thirties..."
But there more to it...
He fell in love w/ a girl that would go to visit her father,
when he had come out of the coma.
He had even begin to see her.
As his condition worsened...
It begans as just a tick, then soon he could bearly even function...
He told he couldn't see her nemore.
But as he struggled to extend his hand to shake hers & say "Goodbye."
She took ahold of it & refused to let him go...
Holding his hand and putting her arm around him.
(Well they were talkin but a few mins ago, she talked about her weekend out dancing, & he lightly laughed about the fact that he would never b able to do that.)
They began to slowly dance...
He not long after went back into a coma.....
Life is so precious...
(To live is a blessing.)
Never let me forget that....
But when face w/ death...
I think I would like to fight to live.
-Aurora Arima ^-^