Mar 13, 2004 09:06
Last night...(a room A room full, drunk,
Sang along to the songs I never had
The courage to write.
Given the chance
I'd stay in this chorus forever,
Where everything ugly in this world
Is sadly beautiful
In our desperate memories.
No, we're not
Gonna call everyone on their shit tonight,
Even though the half of you won't even smile
The next time we pass on the street.
Maybe somehow
This scam will still save us all...
Still save us all...)
Sorry, I couldn't help but break into song...Anyways as I was saying, last night was a pretty good night. Rachel and I went to work and then Kia dropped us back at my place and we started to get ready and what not for the night and then Torante came over! >claps hands and jumps up and down< So my parents finally meet him and what not and he gave us advice about our outfits and then we drove off into the night blaring some 80's mix that Rachel has, oh what good times, just singing our hearts out...We first went to look for Torante's friend but alas, we went to the wroung store, then we call up Werner and he tells us he just finished up w/ work and to head over to where he lives. So we do that. We get to his house and chill for a bit then we leave and go to Farmland >cough< Yea, you know what goes down in Farmland. Then we drive around for awile go to McD's, see people from our school who are all like "you guys look smacked off of your ass!" And we drive around for a bit and we just like hung out. It was a chill night, but now I'm sitting here in my house all alone and ofcourse I'm the one that is holding onto all of our "supplies" so temptation is strong...very strong...Especially since I feel like I have some stuff on my mind about things. I dunno. When we were at Werner's house I got a total feeling of just the fact that I will always be second best, but then I chugged down some Vodka and the feeling passed. Until now that is. Everything is so squewed and my life is stuck on a painful track of repeat- Being in school all week and then getting fucked up to some degree for most of the weekend. It's not a bad system or anything, I guess I just need somemore excitement in my life. I say we go on a roadtrip next weekend...I woke up at like 7:30 this morning, that sucked. But I'm not all that tired right now or anything, hmmmm... I wonder why? So yea, that was my friday and tonight I think Rachel, Gretchen and I are going to Jordan's party since they are all back intown >claps hands< horrayyy!
love to all!
and then some!