sitting ontop of the world
Today is friday (but if you want to get all fancy on me then it is tech. saturday) my last realllll day of school is monday which happens to be exam review day >claps hands< what joy. And you know what monday also happens to be? McLean's graduation, fuck, simply, utterly, fuck. 10 fucking am, and guess who isn't allowed to be there >raises hand< me! This sucks. My parents think exams are like a huge ass thing when they really aren't all that big! UGH! School fustrates me so much, my family fustrates me so much, but I love my friends! <3 mmmm >smiles< So to all that I have let down, I am sorry. My parents really only care about my grades. (How else do you think I get away w/ half the things that I do?! good grades=easy bribe) So after that I have 1/2 days on tuesday, wednesday, and thursday and a full day on friday, THEN I'M OUTTA THERE! I'm sad and yet so happy that school is over w/. The major reason I am sad about the end is because then I won't be able to see like 1/2 of my friends cause I'll be traveling and they will be traveling and then that means next year will come AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! But hey, I'm not gonna start to stress justtttttttttttttttttt yet- I'll wait until late Aug to do that. And as of now things are going really great for me. Werner and I are doing awasomly great, school is almost out, just so many things are looking up! Oh! We have even established a group in school! (We meaning Rachel and I) And to think...It probably wouldn't have happened if all of last week events didn't occur. Fate my friends, FATE....I am loving life and sitting ontop of the world >smiles<
The following song is stuck in my head!
The Rolling Stones
Paint It Black (Jagger/Richards)
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love, both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a newborn baby it just happens ev'ryday
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up when your whole world is black
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not forsee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
My love will laugh with me before the morning comes
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
Hmm, hmm, hmm...
I wanna see it painted black, painted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun, blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black
Yeah
P.S.- I am in Italy from June 21 to July 21, a month baby!
(I AM SO EXCITED!)
I want to see everyone before I go so after the 11th if you got some free time gimme a "hollar"- word.
The following song is stuck in my head!
The Rolling Stones
Paint It Black (Jagger/Richards)
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love, both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a newborn baby it just happens ev'ryday
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up when your whole world is black
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not forsee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
My love will laugh with me before the morning comes
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
Hmm, hmm, hmm...
I wanna see it painted black, painted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun, blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black
Yeah
P.S.- I am in Italy from June 21 to July 21, a month baby!
(I AM SO EXCITED!)
I want to see everyone before I go so after the 11th if you got some free time gimme a "hollar"- word.