Retirement
Well, at the beginning of staff training today, Mr. LeMasters came and talked to us. He had an announcement he wanted to make, because he wanted us to be the first people to know. A Hugh Schintzious is retiring February 4. He is still going to be hired part time until they can find someone to replace him and from the sounds of it, it's not going to be easy. The more LeMasters talked, the more it looked like Schintz was tearing up. Sometimes he drives me crazy, but it will be sad to see him go. Today he was really great. He even ordered pizza for dinner and surprised us. So at the end of training tonight, he started talking about life and how things work. So it got me thinking and after some other things came up, what is really meant to happen with my life? Who is suppose to be in it.. as a friend, as peer, as a boy friend?? Should you really want anyone particular in there or just let things happen and not think about who those people will be? It's really hard if you think about it. Can you imagine going through life, not wanting any particular person to be in your life somehow? I can't. I know I want my friends, from my best friend down to a newest friend, to be in my life forever. Our friends help make us who we are. And what about the person you are suppose to spend the rest of your life with? Should you want someone particular there? You may not know who that particular person is now, but when you meet them, you'll want them there. But what if, no one is meant to be there? What if you are meant to go through life without that special someone? Especially if you want some one there?... Isn't that hard to think about? What if you want something so badly and everyone knows it and thinks it'll happen, but doesn't because you want it that badly and everyone expects it to happen? What if your dreams never come true, no matter how hard you work? How do you know when to give up? or if you even should? What if the one thing in life you want, doesn't want you there?