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I've been thinking a lot about well, a lot, lately and I was wondering...if someone changes their appearance, whether through an accident or through elective surgery, does it change their fate in any way? Like lets say that everyone is supposed to be with a certain person. Do you think its your outward appearance that affects that, or you soul? Assuming that souls actually exist, that is. I was just curious.
And on other, not so philosophical points, I still miss him. Not Micah, because he is definitly being a complete ass about this whole thing. I miss my friend. I'm glad that he seems to be moving on past his ex and everything, but part of me almost wishes that there was still a chance for us. I try to contact him every once in a while, hoping that he'll answer, but he never does. Not only am I attracted to his personality still, he's really quite cute. I keep telling myself that I've moved on, accepted what happened and lived with it, but the truth is, I'm not sure I have. And as most of you know as well, the heart is a fickle thing. It seems to get latched onto people and then not want to let go, no matter what your mind tells it. That's what frustrates me so much. It's like you can have crushes on other people, hell you can even date them, but you always have this hole. Anyway, I guess I should just do homework and forget about all this shit, it just gives me a headache.
Love you all, and I hope your lives are going a lot better than mine is as of late.
And on other, not so philosophical points, I still miss him. Not Micah, because he is definitly being a complete ass about this whole thing. I miss my friend. I'm glad that he seems to be moving on past his ex and everything, but part of me almost wishes that there was still a chance for us. I try to contact him every once in a while, hoping that he'll answer, but he never does. Not only am I attracted to his personality still, he's really quite cute. I keep telling myself that I've moved on, accepted what happened and lived with it, but the truth is, I'm not sure I have. And as most of you know as well, the heart is a fickle thing. It seems to get latched onto people and then not want to let go, no matter what your mind tells it. That's what frustrates me so much. It's like you can have crushes on other people, hell you can even date them, but you always have this hole. Anyway, I guess I should just do homework and forget about all this shit, it just gives me a headache.
Love you all, and I hope your lives are going a lot better than mine is as of late.