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All hope is lost! So today my mom said that I could go to New York, but over spring break not this year. I was naturally upset as even I knew there was no way they where going to stay on Broadway that long, they do have other things to do. So I went to see if I could find out how long they would be on Broadway so I could try and convince her to let me go earlier, only to discover that I've been all worked up over nothing, because Adam Pascal and Anthony Rapp are only going to be there until October anyway and there is absolutely no way I can get there before then, I mean it was a stretch to get there before then end of the year. And if they aren't there then there isn't any point in going, I might was well wait for the tour to make it's way to the west coast like I did for Wicked.
If only I had seen it when it first came out, waiting is the only reason I'm in this situation. If I'd seen it when I first heard about it I would have known about this with plenty of time to plan, I could have come up with a way to save for the trip instead of spending so much money when I was in England. But it's no use now, I can't do anything about it no mater how much I wish I could. IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!! There I said it. Sure it's childish, but I won't apologize for it, it's how I feel and I can't change that, no mater how much more difficult it makes things. I just wish I could go.
If only I had seen it when it first came out, waiting is the only reason I'm in this situation. If I'd seen it when I first heard about it I would have known about this with plenty of time to plan, I could have come up with a way to save for the trip instead of spending so much money when I was in England. But it's no use now, I can't do anything about it no mater how much I wish I could. IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!! There I said it. Sure it's childish, but I won't apologize for it, it's how I feel and I can't change that, no mater how much more difficult it makes things. I just wish I could go.