I'm so Dumb
I HATE THIS! I hate it, this thing called "love". It's only existant to screw around with our lives and make life more of a stupid joke. It always seems to look up then BAM you feel like you did at the start, shit. I think they call it "Falling In Love" because if you fall, you will eventually stip falling and hit the ground and be brought back to reality. I've been feeling really sad lately, it's almost a chore to be happy. There is only certin people that actully make me feel happy but they just don't seem to care or there to busy doing other things and its like I wish I could just stop giving a shit about what people think and just tell this girl that I love her but I can't because then it will be wierd between us and I just don't want/need that. I'm getting all stressed out over someone who i'll never have so i see no point in even trying to get her or even caring about her. Its gotten to the point wheres its like I'm not sure I even want to be friends with you anymore. And Cheyenne was sappost to have my movies today but I highly doubt she got them. And this is pissing me off SO MUCH. I asked her for these movie like 3 weeks b4 x-mas and I still don't have them. GRRRRRRRRRRR. Life is fucked up. I HATE IT! You can't trust anyone but yourself..... anyway thats all for my rant sorry if you don't like it then you can like my salty ballz! Bye
-Mike
-Mike