May 31, 2004 16:48
Thank god everything is fixed...I was a fricking wreck yesterday and I never want to feel that way again. I waited for Chris to call to say he wasn't coming home or at least tell me he was ok. I finally at 2:30am got in the car and went to his house where I found him asleep in his room. I woke him up and I was trembling because I finally knew he was ok.
We talked and I confessed something that I should have a longgggggg time ago. Every fight, or bickering, or moment of irritation roots back to that and now I know Chris doesn't just think I'm psycho,he finally knows the truth. I know I was wrong and wanted him to know that. While all this was going on and I was saying all this stuff to him he had his arms around me and comforted me. He did stand up for me and I'm just glad it's over!