I don't want to stop posting on this LJ, and I don't want to stop reading about my friends' lives. But right now I am so fucking tired. I'm exhausted. I don't want to deal with any of this crap right now. It's not worth it to me. My health and my mental sanity are not worth the aggrivation of all this shit. It may seem like a small situation, but ( Read more... )

The vampire game lives. :-) It's survived again through yet another incarnation of ST staff... this time I'm doing the paperwork for it. I think it will be a good thing, and I think that with a little love it could be the game that we all want it to be again. The kind of old-school game that I used to love to play, where almost everything was ( Read more... )

...alright, so this random guy who kept telling me that I didn't know him so stop judging him... well, I DO know him, I ran a game for him for fuck's sake. I find this out NOW, and no one bothered to tell me it was just Matt/Duncan/other people Matt played. My elder Black Fury Galliard taught his Fianna... etc...etc...etc ( Read more... )

Why does it seem like every time I open my mouth (or type anything, as the case may be ) people misinterpret what I say into something insulting? I never actually mean to insult people but for some reason I tend to hit a sore spot with them and they then sit there and yell at me for pages and pages. I'm not a mean person. I'm not a spiteful person ( Read more... )

It's too late in the evening to be irritated. I just read Alex's most recent post on the webboard I belong to. He claimed my previous posts were "sniping" and that they had irritated him more than he thought that they had, and that he was taking it out on other people because of it. Which makes me feel like he didn't actually pay any attention to ( Read more... )