The vampire game lives. :-) It's survived again through yet another incarnation of ST staff... this time I'm doing the paperwork for it. I think it will be a good thing, and I think that with a little love it could be the game that we all want it to be again. The kind of old-school game that I used to love to play, where almost everything was ( Read more... )

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being abrasive and offending people who try to give me help. I don't know why my writing turns out like that, why I just end up making people more and more mad at me when all I'm trying to do is fix things between us. But I'm not sure I can ever do that. Yes, I'm stubborn. "As a mule", I believe is the phrase most commonly ( Read more... )

Today I'm going to drop off my reel at four different places: Digital Eclipse, Pirahna, Relic, and Mainframe again. I'm so nervous, not for the initial dropoff, but for what happens afterwards when they look at it or don't look at it. There is a part of me that is screaming "You're not ready! You need at least another week!! The video is FUZZY!!!" ( Read more... )

This entire week has been like crap. There just seems to be one more thing and one more thing that just keeps building up and making it worse and worse to have to deal with. wolfy79  is gone for the evening, at game. Which hurts because we ended up having a discussion earlier on the phone over it while he was at work. This makes me sad, but aria_moonstar  and Ryan are ( Read more... )

The whole arguement started over eggs. Only it isn't the eggs, it is the principle of it. Mike ate almost an entire carton of our eggs. I asked him to buy me some more, since he had eaten ours. He bought more. I was happy. Then he starts eating THOSE. It's not about the eggs. It is about paying me back and not eating our food. We don't eat HIS food ( Read more... )

...alright, so this random guy who kept telling me that I didn't know him so stop judging him... well, I DO know him, I ran a game for him for fuck's sake. I find this out NOW, and no one bothered to tell me it was just Matt/Duncan/other people Matt played. My elder Black Fury Galliard taught his Fianna... etc...etc...etc ( Read more... )

Why does it seem like every time I open my mouth (or type anything, as the case may be ) people misinterpret what I say into something insulting? I never actually mean to insult people but for some reason I tend to hit a sore spot with them and they then sit there and yell at me for pages and pages. I'm not a mean person. I'm not a spiteful person ( Read more... )

I want so much to be able to go to bed and sleep... but no... Now that I'm done with my demo-reel I can't burn it to DVD because I have to buy the real version. So I'm panicking and looking for a version of the DVD burner program so I can actually MAKE my demo reel and at this point I'm not even sure it's going to work because when I played it, the ( Read more... )

I went over to the tape house again today. This time I actually found it. Last night I spent another hour driving around looking for it without luck. I dunno... I thought for a while it was a figment of my imagination and didn't actually exist. So I got tapes and DVD's so I can make copies of my demo reel. I hung out with Ashley and Ryan for the ( Read more... )

...or, "don't call me, I'll call you." I'm really starting to like these random latin phrases, they're silly. *grin ( Read more... )