Non illigitamus carborundum
...or, "Don't let the bastards grind you down."
I'm feeling a bit optimistic at the moment. You're all going to think I'm silly because of this, but I'm fascinated with Canadian Idol. I'm going to go try out in the metrotown mall today. There is no chance in hell that I'm going to win or even get close to winning or placing or anything like that, but I just have to do it anyways. Give me my little eccentricities, right? There are several people who I think should ALSO be trying out, but I think they are a little shy and don't think they are any good, but they are, oh they ARE! *coughcoughmollycoughashleycough* But I'll head over there with Mike today (I'd love to see HIM try out for Canadian Idol) and do it anyways. The only thing I have to wonder about is whether I can be in Canadian Idol if I'm not Canadian and just living here? *shrug* I guess I'll find out now won't I?
It's kind of dreary outside today. I'm going to work on my demo-reel today though. Let's see if I can throw something together that actually looks pretty good, that's the huge challenge. Looking over all of my stuff I don't actually like any of it any more. *sigh* I think that it's hard to discern between pieces when it's actually my own work that I'm trying to choose from. With other people's I can just look at it and pick out which ones I like through feeling, but with mine I hate them all so I have to get past that and pick out some of them anyways. Well, I'd better get to work, otherwise I never will. I'm terrible about that.
I'm feeling a bit optimistic at the moment. You're all going to think I'm silly because of this, but I'm fascinated with Canadian Idol. I'm going to go try out in the metrotown mall today. There is no chance in hell that I'm going to win or even get close to winning or placing or anything like that, but I just have to do it anyways. Give me my little eccentricities, right? There are several people who I think should ALSO be trying out, but I think they are a little shy and don't think they are any good, but they are, oh they ARE! *coughcoughmollycoughashleycough* But I'll head over there with Mike today (I'd love to see HIM try out for Canadian Idol) and do it anyways. The only thing I have to wonder about is whether I can be in Canadian Idol if I'm not Canadian and just living here? *shrug* I guess I'll find out now won't I?
It's kind of dreary outside today. I'm going to work on my demo-reel today though. Let's see if I can throw something together that actually looks pretty good, that's the huge challenge. Looking over all of my stuff I don't actually like any of it any more. *sigh* I think that it's hard to discern between pieces when it's actually my own work that I'm trying to choose from. With other people's I can just look at it and pick out which ones I like through feeling, but with mine I hate them all so I have to get past that and pick out some of them anyways. Well, I'd better get to work, otherwise I never will. I'm terrible about that.