May 16, 2004 18:22
I'll tell you what it means. It means that Maya is going to choose the day before I have to have everything done to shut down every time I try to change perspective windows, that is what it means. And it means that Maya is going to shut down for no apparent reason, making it impossible for me to work because if I don't save every five minutes then all of my information is lost and I feel like pulling out my hair and screaming from the top of my lungs off of my balcony and throwing things. It means that there is PROOF that my computer is out to make me FAIL so I have to go back to California because I have no work to show anyone because I keep having to reboot the program. I have been staring at my computer screen since nine o'clock this morning because I can't get anything to work, and I have exactly today to get these things done and I'm not even CLOSE. I save my files and all I save is a plane, not the low-poly person that was there before.
I am so stressed and tired, and I can't stop because then I will not come back to the computer until tomorrow and by then it will be too late. Trav is going to game tonight. I wish he were coming home, but he chose to go to game because he didn't want to get in my way. I don't know if that was the entire reason, I know he really wanted to go. It's not that I didn't want to go... I did... but it's kind of not possible when I have this much work to do. *sigh*
Well back to work... again...
computers,
frustration,
modeling,
california,
stress,
worry