May 18, 2005 00:26
so i found out today that i got the job i applied for so thats happy! i start on monday so i have to go shopping between now and then, cuz let me tell you, i do not own any business proffesional attire. omg and im going to have to start getting up at like 7 in the morning.... this ought to be interesting...
so im talking to my friend nicole online and were just chatting and somewhere along the line i think i commited myself to living with her in a hut on some island in the mediteranian for the rest of our lives... now this is totally cool with me but im not sure that she knows what shes getting herself into lol -now she says she is, but i think that it would take a very special person to deal with me for the rest of their life -though she is a very special person... so studying the minoans, huh? well i guess i already have my foot in the door on that one so... bring it on! so i guess in a couple of years, when you want to find me, instead of wading through the jungles of honduras to find me, youll have to go to greece instead
lol who really knows wheere ill be? could be anywhere... people always think im crazy for not really having a plan for my life... i dont know i guess that seems like the most raesonable way to go about it to me, i mean you never know whats going to wind up happening or where youll be, so why plan for things that may not[and probably never will] happen? i guess some people's lives are more predictable than that. i guess i think thats a little scarry.
ok, so maybe i am more than a little crazy, maybe im just used to being alone and generally sucking at life, so ive planned for the rest of my life to unfold in a similar manner, god i seriously just went from feeling really enlightened because i plan for life the way i do to being really depressed, this is rediculous... i think im going to go to bed before my brain explodes... night all