Jan 09, 2007 23:07
My confidence is at an all time low. I just feel like I shouldn't be a writer and that I'm probably not that good at it. That might be because of the before mentioned low confidence.
It's probably from people telling me I was worthless and stupid as a child. I'm really not stupid, my IQ is 126 but yeah I still always put myself down. The dyslexia is a factor too.
In the last few years all the people I've shown my work too have said it's good. I can't even remember anyone saying anything negative but still. I don't know what to do - when I'm like this it stops me from writing, which is probably the only thing keeping me sane.
Sorry, to unleash this crap on whoever's reading.
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