I'm influenced so easily, so influence me please.
These past few days have been BUSY BUSY.
Friday I went to Panera with Natasha and Savannah.
We got free souffles because it was after one. And I bought Natasha and I a Passion fruit and Cinnamon cluster bagel. Those things are humongous.
Then Alicia picked me up and we got my guitar from my house.
We couldn't fit the guitar in the car so we let the top down.
That was so much fun.
Plugged in the iPod and turned it as loud as possible [which in fact wasn't that loud] and rocked out like the rock stars we are.
I got to see what Ryan's house looked like then I we went to her house and began working on her Day By Day solo.
We got really tired of that and she was getting really frustrated so we switched over and began working on the Armageddon song which is really coming along nicely.
She came up with a wicked sweet bass line and even made a few tweaks here and there.
It's gonna be awesome.
She's even thinking of getting Greg to be the drummer.
Saturday was Wayne's birthday so I had to skip rehearsal to go to Festival Bay and watch a movie.
That was fun.
Sunday I was supposed to go out to the mall with Ryan, but he had to pack for his Ireland trip that he takes off for tonight. D:
I'm gonna miss him soooo much.
Caryl just called me and asked me to do his part on the nights that he won't be there.
Something told me that we were gonna get back together.
Something deep inside. I knew letting him go at that time was the right thing. Just so everything could settle down. Not only with Stacey, but with in myself. I was still hurting over you-know-who and still extremely jealous.
I'm so glad I did what I did.
I'm so glad we stayed friends and grew even closer over the months.
I never thought I could feel this way again about anyone. Even someone like me who hates mushy-ness, and soft words, and poking, and the adoring stares. I've fallen for a guy who does all that and I love it.
Today around 12:30 or 1 Helen is coming to pick me up and take me to Lake Howell and dig through the 8oo rolls of fabric Disney just gave their drama dept. O_____o
Should be fun.
I really hope sometime this summer I can hang out with my friends though.
I hardly ever have time, or my friends just never have time.
Even my best friend has sort of pushed me aside.
It happens all the time.
I just hate when it happens.