depression stings.

[aureusdraco]

So I thought I was going to get a great weekend up at the cottage, to sit in the sun by the lake and just read. My brother is moving to Ottawa, my parents are going away, and I figured dealing with my brother and his girlfriend for the weekend at the cottage would be fine as long as I got to relax at the lake. Now I'm being told that my brother is having a bit of a party at the cottage with a big group of friends, so any sanctuary I could've had is no longer an option. So now I'll be home alone again. I should be used to it by now. I absolutely love being left alone and forgotten. Its good fun.

sorry i'm just in a terrible mood. have a head ache. can't stop thinking that my life is utterly useless now.