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Lord,
I feel frustrated today. Work… and by work I mean ******, is wearing at me. I don’t like it there. I dread going to work every day. I prayed that if you wanted me to leave, that you would tell me somehow some way. I think you might be telling me by my feeling everyday before I go there. God I pray that you give me the strength to leave that place very soon. It truly isn’t my desire to leave them in the lurch but I cant keep doing something that makes me feel so bad. I believe in you as a constant in my life and as a provider of all that I need. I believe that if you want me to leave that I will be able to because you will provide a new and better thing for me to be a part of. Thank you for making my morning job not bad at all today other than tedious labor. I thank you for letting me get it all done and have time to write to you. I thank you for a reawakening of a desire to get to know you through your biblical teaching. I thank you for the opportunity to learn more about you through my little sister. I thank you for the time last night studying and communing with my classmates and sisters. I thank you for the strength you’ve given me to not fraternize with men. I have so much to thank you for. I praise you through my circumstance of this job, a lack of money, strained relationships with friends, a lack of strong will, lust, academic issues… because none of it amounts to how great you are and how powerful you are and your will in my life. I pray that you continue to open my mind and my heart to you and the things you would have me know and do. I pray for that strength and that will that I need to get done what needs to be done. I just thank you and praise you. I would be nothing with out you and I truly believe that. Please be with me today, every second, and allow me to hide in you. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for providing for me.
In Jesus’ name,
Amen
I feel frustrated today. Work… and by work I mean ******, is wearing at me. I don’t like it there. I dread going to work every day. I prayed that if you wanted me to leave, that you would tell me somehow some way. I think you might be telling me by my feeling everyday before I go there. God I pray that you give me the strength to leave that place very soon. It truly isn’t my desire to leave them in the lurch but I cant keep doing something that makes me feel so bad. I believe in you as a constant in my life and as a provider of all that I need. I believe that if you want me to leave that I will be able to because you will provide a new and better thing for me to be a part of. Thank you for making my morning job not bad at all today other than tedious labor. I thank you for letting me get it all done and have time to write to you. I thank you for a reawakening of a desire to get to know you through your biblical teaching. I thank you for the opportunity to learn more about you through my little sister. I thank you for the time last night studying and communing with my classmates and sisters. I thank you for the strength you’ve given me to not fraternize with men. I have so much to thank you for. I praise you through my circumstance of this job, a lack of money, strained relationships with friends, a lack of strong will, lust, academic issues… because none of it amounts to how great you are and how powerful you are and your will in my life. I pray that you continue to open my mind and my heart to you and the things you would have me know and do. I pray for that strength and that will that I need to get done what needs to be done. I just thank you and praise you. I would be nothing with out you and I truly believe that. Please be with me today, every second, and allow me to hide in you. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for providing for me.
In Jesus’ name,
Amen