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[aureliaphoenix]

This week has really sucked. I havent updated in a while cause I couldnt put everything into words. Monday morning at three I could not make myself get up. I just could not do it, I am not a morning person as it is and I am defintely not a three in the morning person. So... I no longer work for Starbucks Coffee Company. Then later that day, Phoenix decided he would attack me on everything he doesnt like about me. Needness to say, I am no longer working for him either. It kind of sucks because I have no idea what I did to him to make him go nuts on me. All I asked is if he minded having a full time piercer until I got a new job and he went off on how mean, rude, messy and well mean I am. I don think I am as mean as he makes me seem though. But apparently my customers, the ones that only come in to see me, have been complaining about how short and rude I am. So... fuck that. Then later that night Sythe and I almost vroke up because he agreed with everything Phoenix had to say and he wants to move home because I am so mean to him. MONDAY SUCKED!!!! Sythe asnd I ended up talking for hours and figuring out what to do to fix the relationship and we have been doing good. I have babysat for my mother twice this week. I enjoy hanging out with my little brother and sister though, so it wasnt that bad. Tuesday night, I went and got my hair cut and front dyed kinda copper orange, it looks cool and it only cost me ten bucks. Woot! I have applied a few places but I am not wanting to work for a corporate company. Argg! I dont know what to do. I am kinda down and have no motivation. It is always when things seem to be going okay that everything bad piles up at once and makes things suck. I have used the word sucks so many time this week that it has lost all meaning. I have also watched the entire first season of Gilmor eGirls. I will start season two tonight after my friend Catherine comes over. That show can be very boring at time, but it is very witty and funny. We bought some Salvia yesterday, but I didnt like it too much. I am trying to decide wether or not I was smoking it right, but it did make me feel kinda high and wonky. I was going to go to Memphis this weekend with my friend Cassie cause she is auditioning for American Idol and there is a furcon this weekend, but I am broke and Sythe told me I couldnt go. It was kind of a downer, but it would have been fun, I have never been to Memphis. I wouldnt even had to have paid for anything, just gone to keep her company and pay for my own food. Rawr! I have been thinking of going to Dallas and visiting my best friend Meghan, she seems like she needs a friend and I really miss her. I will be working for Eureka Screams again this year, I am getting ready to call Mari for me interview. Things are weird. I am weird and a little fucked up feeling.

It is long.... but that is all.