Lisa refuses to play dodgeball because she is too sad...
*sighs*
Warning, pessimism, depression and general sadness ahead...
I wish, just for once people would just say what's on thier fucking minds. Photo major... I don't want to waste, money, effort and another year of my life if there is no point to it. I wish, I really really wish, someone would just stand up and scream "YOU FUCKING SUCK. DROP OUT NOW." or tell me to apply because I'm good.
Fuck...
I don't even know who, if anyone, reads this anymore, and right now, I don't really care either, just writing this for me....
I'm sad... and it sounds so... so fucking stupid. But that is seriously what it is, just a profound overwhelming sadness, drooping like a flower without water... I don't even fucking know anymore.
2 years ago. 2 fucking years. I knew everything I wanted from this stupid fucking world. I was unstoppable. I knew exactly what I wanted and how to get it and then... everything changed. Now what? I don't know. I don't fucking know, I have no fucking idea.
I give up.
Warning, pessimism, depression and general sadness ahead...
I wish, just for once people would just say what's on thier fucking minds. Photo major... I don't want to waste, money, effort and another year of my life if there is no point to it. I wish, I really really wish, someone would just stand up and scream "YOU FUCKING SUCK. DROP OUT NOW." or tell me to apply because I'm good.
Fuck...
I don't even know who, if anyone, reads this anymore, and right now, I don't really care either, just writing this for me....
I'm sad... and it sounds so... so fucking stupid. But that is seriously what it is, just a profound overwhelming sadness, drooping like a flower without water... I don't even fucking know anymore.
2 years ago. 2 fucking years. I knew everything I wanted from this stupid fucking world. I was unstoppable. I knew exactly what I wanted and how to get it and then... everything changed. Now what? I don't know. I don't fucking know, I have no fucking idea.
I give up.