Oct 18, 2007 15:25
Sorta... Lol I'm keeping my word to Nick and I will update.
I'm at the University of Tampa, now. Pretty much loving it! College is what I thought it would be, no surprises so far. I'm doing well academic wise, have a pretty awesome group of friends. Dating a guy who's really nice and kinda goofy... I'm still a little worried about screwing something up or making a bad decision but I think I'm just gonna stop overanalyzing everything and just go with it. That doesn't mean I won't be looking out for trouble but it does mean I'll be happier, so there ya go!
I'm going home this weekend and it's the first time I'll have stayed home for a night since I got here. For some reason I've really been missing my parents and the familiarity of being in the place I live for so long lately. Up until now I hadn't even noticed it and I'm sure once I get back I won't notice it anymore, but it's a little werid to realize that I already have two separate worlds in so short an amount of time.
My roommates and I seem to get along pretty well, no fights. We're all pretty different though and it's getting more apparent as we go along. I feel sort of like the outcast now that Jason and I have started dating. I feel like I'm always on the edge of that group if Jason's around, and sometimes even when he's not. It's not very noticable but it worries me a little and I'm paranoid about doing something to make them resent me or dislike me as a friend or roomie. At the same time though I do feel like we're all entitled to equal identity in the room and we trade off fairly evenly I think.. I just hope that if there does turn out to be a problem with me they'll just confront it and not talk bad about me and make me feel guilty.
Anyway, those are my current thoughts. It may sound more pessimistic than I really am but rest assured that I am happy and doing well with all intents and purposes of mainting those attitudes. :)
Off to Glee now, farewell LJ!