This is probably my first post in forever that I've written when I'm really angry.
Why can't I just be a fucking normal daughter?! Why can't they just want to know when, where, with whom, and have your cell phone on? Why do they have to always bring up the fact that I could be kidnapped or raped or SUNBURNED, and then get the same kind of skin cancer as my dad, or worse, get mellanoma, which would kill me no matter what!? Why can't I just spontaneously have fun with people? Forget that I'm as bad as a slightly colored alboino?! Is the reason that none of my old friends ever invite me to places anymore is because it takes a helluva a lot of effort to be even allowed to be considered to go anywhere?! No that's a different rant in which question my identity, nevermind. WHY THE HELL CAN'T I JUST BE ALLOWED! I TRY DO EVERYTHING RIGHT, and I USUALLY succeed! Why!? WHY. Because my mom loves be so much that she yells at me for not obeying her when I was in elementary school, middle school?! Because it's never safe enough wherever I go. And they say that they want ME to stop acting like I'm made out of glass!??!! I'm not the one blowing things out of proportion evertime I want to go out! SCREW IT. I'm never fucking enough, NEVER ENOUGH FOR ANYONE! And if I'm not right now, I'LL NEVER BE.