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I am completely worrying myself into a panic state. I can't focus on anything and my hands shake from time to time. Oh and nightmares galore! I need to just know! Why must they wait until March 19th to tell me? I would rather just know I wasn't accepted and then move on with my life and plan for next year. AHH
And now I find out there are 2 other students that want to do OB in my class. It's 1 thing competing against 3, but now against 5! I'm hoping they all just want to stay at Cornell. But I have a feeling they'll want to branch out. Since when is Ob so damn competitive? My mother told me she sees me in Boston for residency. What I wouldn't do to be at the Brigham....and to have Teresa as my Chief.
Serious heart palpitations.
And now I find out there are 2 other students that want to do OB in my class. It's 1 thing competing against 3, but now against 5! I'm hoping they all just want to stay at Cornell. But I have a feeling they'll want to branch out. Since when is Ob so damn competitive? My mother told me she sees me in Boston for residency. What I wouldn't do to be at the Brigham....and to have Teresa as my Chief.
Serious heart palpitations.