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i absolutely hate my birthday. i've been so busy studying this year, that i've forgotten how much i hate it, until today, that is. i hate when it's here, i hate the days leading up to it. i hate everything about it. i just want may 20 to turn into may 22.
i was reminded how much i hate my birthday by my amazing "friend." or my former friends, rather. i texted josh & grace to see if they wanted to get a drink with me tomorrow night (post-boards, pre-birthday). neither answered (i texted josh 2x to make sure he actually got it). i invited ali to my house on my birthday, she doesn't want to come. joanna came to visit ny and didn't bother making time to see me (nor did she even bother calling me, really).
i won't be surprised if they don't even call to wish me a happy birthday.
and sadly, they were the only friends i had.
i'm 2 days short of 24, lost most of my "good" friends, and about to take the most difficult exam of my life that i may completely flunk. what's there to be happy about?
i was reminded how much i hate my birthday by my amazing "friend." or my former friends, rather. i texted josh & grace to see if they wanted to get a drink with me tomorrow night (post-boards, pre-birthday). neither answered (i texted josh 2x to make sure he actually got it). i invited ali to my house on my birthday, she doesn't want to come. joanna came to visit ny and didn't bother making time to see me (nor did she even bother calling me, really).
i won't be surprised if they don't even call to wish me a happy birthday.
and sadly, they were the only friends i had.
i'm 2 days short of 24, lost most of my "good" friends, and about to take the most difficult exam of my life that i may completely flunk. what's there to be happy about?