Aug 22, 2005 17:54
It's weird when you meet up with those intimate childhood friends you haven't seen in twelve years. Especially when they're awkward and quiet. But seeing him again really changed the impact of going up north and seeing the Bay Area....
This whole weekend was one long stroll into the past. I mean, from visiting the restaurant where my parents first met to meeting Hyunsuk (who grew very tall and very handsome in twelve years, I must say) again and thinking back to when I was really, really little... It was a little weird and unnoticed until just now how much nostalgia there was in everything. I remembered a lot from my earlier Bay Area visits, too, and.
God, please let me go there. PLEASE, if You could please work it in -- if it can be okay with You, please let it be.
If not. I'm going to need to borrow half a universe of patience and strength to endure.
I'm sure I'll be happy in the end, but if this could be worked in.
Thanks for hearing me out.
Amen.