brbdying.waitno.savemefirst.
So there's this guy, right? There's always a guy. And he's sweet and funny and romantic and likes every gaming fandom I like and he's probably a pretty freaking perfect boyfriend. He's an avid Kingdom Hearts, LoZ and FFVII fan. He LOVES rpgs. He's one of the only people in high school I can talk to about KH. Which is fine cuz he's a nice guy.
And he likes me. A lot. A lot a lot. Like he-gave-me-a-ilu-ring a lot. Like texts-me-"I love you"s-every-time-we-talk a lot. And frankly, it's a bit much. Because I can't like him. I just...don't. I tried thinking about if ever could get together and I kid you not, that idea ended with me shaking his shoulder and slapping him across the face multiple times for being such a stupid sap. He's that huge of a romantic. He never lets a moment where he give me a light touch or hug go to waste. He constantly talks to me the second I log into MSN (that's why I never go on. haha. sorry anyone i talk to there) and it's just. Too. Much.
I've told him that I can't like him that way. That I don't think I could/would ever get into a relationship in sophomore year anyways but I also don't have those feelings for him. And he won't let go. He's like "Okay I still love you anyways! :DD <33". It makes me want to stab myself with a rusted spoon because I keep thinking every time I tell him that I'm gonna break his heart but he's still hopeful and all happy sparkles and I don't know if I'm getting through to his head or what is going on in his freshman brain.
So that ring thing. He basically catches me after phys ed and gets me in this deathgrip hug and at first all I could do was flinch and try to get away but I give up a few seconds later. So he passes me this little box and tells me open it elsewhere and there's this little silver band with "i love you" inscribed on it and I don't know whether to laugh at the silliness of a freshman possibly falling for a sophomore that hard or cry because I'm just so stupidly lost and confused. After much deliberating and talking to said boy's best friend behind his back (herpderp) I decide to give back the ring. Cept he won't take it. He said it was the only way he could prove to himself that he was man enough to do that and go all the way for me. As for the Namine/Roxas thing, yes, he actually wrote that in a text. He was saying how we could do KH cosplay or make Keyblades or something during the holidays and I was honestly just going asdfghk;lkjgfdssdfghj the whole time, not knowing what to say.
Now I'm stuck with this guy for a week for scuba and I swear, one more poke or brush against me in the water I might just explode. Or drown myself. I dunno. Whatever is quickest to get away from him. ;__;
PS: forgive me for the run-on sentences. I do that when stressed and scatter-brained (which is most of the time. lol.)
And he likes me. A lot. A lot a lot. Like he-gave-me-a-ilu-ring a lot. Like texts-me-"I love you"s-every-time-we-talk a lot. And frankly, it's a bit much. Because I can't like him. I just...don't. I tried thinking about if ever could get together and I kid you not, that idea ended with me shaking his shoulder and slapping him across the face multiple times for being such a stupid sap. He's that huge of a romantic. He never lets a moment where he give me a light touch or hug go to waste. He constantly talks to me the second I log into MSN (that's why I never go on. haha. sorry anyone i talk to there) and it's just. Too. Much.
I've told him that I can't like him that way. That I don't think I could/would ever get into a relationship in sophomore year anyways but I also don't have those feelings for him. And he won't let go. He's like "Okay I still love you anyways! :DD <33". It makes me want to stab myself with a rusted spoon because I keep thinking every time I tell him that I'm gonna break his heart but he's still hopeful and all happy sparkles and I don't know if I'm getting through to his head or what is going on in his freshman brain.
So that ring thing. He basically catches me after phys ed and gets me in this deathgrip hug and at first all I could do was flinch and try to get away but I give up a few seconds later. So he passes me this little box and tells me open it elsewhere and there's this little silver band with "i love you" inscribed on it and I don't know whether to laugh at the silliness of a freshman possibly falling for a sophomore that hard or cry because I'm just so stupidly lost and confused. After much deliberating and talking to said boy's best friend behind his back (herpderp) I decide to give back the ring. Cept he won't take it. He said it was the only way he could prove to himself that he was man enough to do that and go all the way for me. As for the Namine/Roxas thing, yes, he actually wrote that in a text. He was saying how we could do KH cosplay or make Keyblades or something during the holidays and I was honestly just going asdfghk;lkjgfdssdfghj the whole time, not knowing what to say.
Now I'm stuck with this guy for a week for scuba and I swear, one more poke or brush against me in the water I might just explode. Or drown myself. I dunno. Whatever is quickest to get away from him. ;__;
PS: forgive me for the run-on sentences. I do that when stressed and scatter-brained (which is most of the time. lol.)