i'm in hudson
and my dorm room gets filled with stuff tomorrow!!!!! i get to see it finally, and emma and i can figure out where things are going to go. that'll be at least a little fun.
so.... i'm tired and i think i might be hungry. my body is so out of whack. i need to sleep more regularly.
college makes me excited and also nervous. my nervousness is unfounded, yes, but i am afraid of failing classes and not having time for homework and not studying correctly. also, i'm afraid of both being too busy and not being busy enough.
also, i'm afraid of being complacent. i want to change and grow and not just like be a chameleon but to actually change for the better and stay that way.
well, here goes.
so.... i'm tired and i think i might be hungry. my body is so out of whack. i need to sleep more regularly.
college makes me excited and also nervous. my nervousness is unfounded, yes, but i am afraid of failing classes and not having time for homework and not studying correctly. also, i'm afraid of both being too busy and not being busy enough.
also, i'm afraid of being complacent. i want to change and grow and not just like be a chameleon but to actually change for the better and stay that way.
well, here goes.