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Ok so this is the last week that Im home!! Last night I realized that I really don't want to go back. Like, I'm excited about going back to AU and having my girls to myself once again and just generally having an awesome time (and studying my butt off this semester), but omg I just don't know how I can handle leaving Nic. It's like...I was starting to get used to seeing him once like every two weeks or so and then all of the sudden I get to see him like every other day for a whole month and it was way easier to get used to that. So now, it's just going to be hard all over again to leave. So far, I've kept all of my resolutions. I'm losing weight...I've almost lost everything I gained at college. Heh...yeah. Then I'll just be a little fat. Me and Tim are watching The Two Towers right now...then I have to head on to work at 530. I'm tired of closing...but I will be going back with hopefully enough money to last me til spring break. Hopefully. Yeah and I owe my dad 40$ cause of my cell phone bill...yeah. These last few days have kind of been like the low point of my christmas vacation thing. Like yesterday I went to Christy's mom's funeral...that was hard...even for me. We weren't really friends or anything, but I spent the night at her house a few times and I was friends with Forrest and I knew her mom...and it was just really sudden. I don't know what I would do if that happened to me. I guess I talk about how bad my parents can be, but if either of them died...I would go crazy. I am emotionally unstable as it is. I think my current emotional state is due to Cold Mountain. It depressed me. Blake from Outback has gotten to be one of my really good friends. He actually calls me for advice sometimes...its kinda weird. But he's nice...and he really really REALLY likes Nicole...so there's like nothing between us if anyone's wondering. Everybody knows that I really really REALLY love Nic so...that should just be...yeah...that's it...I completely lost my train of thought. But me and Blake are going to play Q-Zar sometime this week. I don't know when, cause one day Im going to ride horses...and that definitely takes priority over Q-Zar. I really don't want to go to work tonight!!! I wish Heather would close for me, but I feel bad asking cause she closed last night and everything. Not that it mattered cause I was there until like 11 anyways. I think that tomorrow Im going to make a list of movies that I havent seen and rent a bunch of them when I get to AU and watch movies...like a lot of them. I wish Movie Gallery took Tiger cards. I need to look at my new computer and figure out if it has a cd burner or not. Me, Steph, and Sara figured out that we could all buy differant cds and then burn them for each other. Yeah. Smart plan huh. Nic can do it too. We've already started buying only one of everything between us cause we know that it will all be the same little collection sooner or later. Hopefully sooner. Well, I'm going to go get ready for work, but I'll try to post again after work. Sorry this is so....random...that's how my life is. Yeah it is. Ok bye.
*Kat*
*Kat*