Happy New Year!!!
OMG tonight was wild and crazy at the Outback!! I got there at 500 and we were already on a wait. I was like OMG what is going on. We ended being on like a 100-120 minute wait for like 2 hours or so...or something like that. I hope I get good tip share for that. Then I went to CB and met Nic and Karen and went to her apartment and it was fun. Even though we didn't really get to see the ball drop. It doesn't feel like it's been a whole year. Oh well, I don't feel like reminescing about last year right now. I actually feel really alone right now. That happens to me sometimes. I just randomly get upset and feel like nobody cares. I can't really decide why I feel like that or even what is upsetting me. I think it's halfway because I was going through my phone earlier trying to find someone to call and I realized that every person that I could talk to was going to be busy or didn't really care. Ya know...I try to be there for my friends when they need someone to talk to and I try to always answer my phone...and a lot of times, I feel like nobody is there for me. There are obvious exceptions to this. Nic, baby I understand that you spend like half of your life at work and the other half you are dead asleep to the world and your phone is dead. It isn't you...you're always there when you can be. It's just other people who I'm always there for that are hardly ever there for me. I decided that I might just not be there for those people anymore. They can make they're own decisions without me and I can obviously do without them. Then there are those people that call you more than 5 times everyday. This needs to stop. Once or maybe even twice in one day is acceptable, but when you call me more than that and you don't even really have anything to say, that's when it gets a little weird. It's almost stalkerish. (I'm not talking to anyone that could possibly read this journal, so don't go guessing about it.) Well, after all that, I'm thankful for my TRUE friends. Yeah I am. I love you all. Y'all are great. Happy New Year to everyone. I trust no one did anything I wouldn't do.