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I love talking to Taerra. I love conference. I love that I could say, "I like who I am." I know what I want. I have what I want. I know what I am supposed to do, even if I don't like it.
I feel like this week has been a turning point. I didn't do anything to make it one, it just happened.
Toney was here. We had such a wonderful time. I hated that she cried but I'm glad she did because she needed to. She's such a great girl. I hope she realizes that.
The pain has finally eased a little. It's just beautiful and comforting now. Still hard. But not as painful.
I'm glad I have a home for every part of me. I don't think many people do.
Haha. "Are you going?" "Yes." "Okay. Go." And then when I sat down. "Thank you." Why are they so silly? And wonderful.
I miss Dave.
I love this semester. There are so many good things happening. I get to go to the Montessorri school today! Which reminds me... Bethany is probably trying to call so I had better go. Ahhh. I needed this break.
I feel like this week has been a turning point. I didn't do anything to make it one, it just happened.
Toney was here. We had such a wonderful time. I hated that she cried but I'm glad she did because she needed to. She's such a great girl. I hope she realizes that.
The pain has finally eased a little. It's just beautiful and comforting now. Still hard. But not as painful.
I'm glad I have a home for every part of me. I don't think many people do.
Haha. "Are you going?" "Yes." "Okay. Go." And then when I sat down. "Thank you." Why are they so silly? And wonderful.
I miss Dave.
I love this semester. There are so many good things happening. I get to go to the Montessorri school today! Which reminds me... Bethany is probably trying to call so I had better go. Ahhh. I needed this break.