I hear your voice. It's like an angel sighing.

Apr 22, 2010 23:33

Bumped into my crush today. Called me from behind, I turned around and was just totally stunned. Floored.

Stammered. And stuttered. Couldn't string words together to form coherent sentences. Didn't even say his name when he called me by mine. Flustered like a kid on the first day of school, trying to make sense of the overload of things happening at the same time. Couldn't look in his eyes for any longer than a second. Made a blabbering fool out of myself.

I'm such a failure. Boo.

Then walked past him again an hour later but he didn't see me. Wish I called out. Why didn't I?

Stupid. Stupid stupid stupid.

Meeting twice on the same day, though. Coincidence?

*hides in a corner and explodes quietly into clusters of fluttery clumsy dying butterflies*

gush

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