Sigh.
So much for all that.
Next time I should just shut up and not be too keh kiang (act smart) go and tell people then have things backfire.
And I always say the wrong things. I never know the right words to say to make other people feel better even though people always know what to say to make me all warm and not feel so miserable. I am a really lousy friend because I always make things worse. I just find it hard to say things without coming across as being insincere and ridiculously pompous, so I'd rather not say anything. What is there to say? What is there to do? The more you say the more you rub salt into people's wounds.
Was mildly happy at the result but it was short-lived. Feeling abjectly miserable and filled with a lot of self-loathing now. Argh.
Going to sleep, hope it goes away.
Next time I should just shut up and not be too keh kiang (act smart) go and tell people then have things backfire.
And I always say the wrong things. I never know the right words to say to make other people feel better even though people always know what to say to make me all warm and not feel so miserable. I am a really lousy friend because I always make things worse. I just find it hard to say things without coming across as being insincere and ridiculously pompous, so I'd rather not say anything. What is there to say? What is there to do? The more you say the more you rub salt into people's wounds.
Was mildly happy at the result but it was short-lived. Feeling abjectly miserable and filled with a lot of self-loathing now. Argh.
Going to sleep, hope it goes away.