Sep 20, 2006 10:20
So, I haven't really written about personal things since senior year when one of my teachers read everyones journals (creepy!). I like this meme though because while it's personal no one really knows what it's about.
List ten things you want to say to people you know but you never will, for whatever reason. Don’t say who they are. Use each person only once.
10. I would never tell you this but there was I time I doubted your character and our friendship. I can't say how sorry I am for that.
9. The last time I saw you there were so many awkward silences - we used to be so close that even the silence was good conversation. I really hope we haven't lost that.
8. I never told you that I loved you. Then you left and it took me years to get over you. I've forgiven you for that and sometimes I still wonder where you are.
7. I reached apathy through you.
6. I hate that certain songs still make me think of you. You're not worth it.
5. You've done so many stupid things, hurt so many people, but I always forgive you. I can't foresee a time when I wouldn't. You're family and thats all there is to it.
4. I would never admit this out loud but there is something different between us. I don't know what to do so I just ignore those moments.
3. I love how you are so open to emotions and experiences. It's why I knew I couldn't keep you but I would never change it. I wish I could be more like you in that regard.
2. I expect to see you on the cover of Fortune 500 one day. I'll say I knew you when.
1. Your belief in me, my faith, and my strength means more than I can ever say. It helped me come back.