Feb 19, 2005 01:36
i'm so happy. it just hit me how good of a life i have and how fortunate i am. i've got the greatest friends i could ask for, a great family who loves me, the perfect boy to be with. nothing else matters. i know that sounds really cliche, but who cares? everything i could ever need, i have. i often think about how so many people in the world don't live lives remotely similar to mine, but when you think about it, almost everyone of us has everything we need right in front of us, but we don't always see that. what exists before us is sometimes blurred by insignificant issues. maybe i'm being too optimistic. i'm sure there are people out there that would love to disagree with me. but at the moment, i choose to ignore those people and be content with myself and the world. we all know that feeling will be gone tomorrow when i see some story on the news about people losing their lives needlessly. the point is to try and be optimistic and hopeful and believe that somewhere there exists some sort of goodness.