wow
craziness continues.
GREAT weekend, spent probably about 1 hour of it, total, at home. and extended it into today. as in, fuck you for making me work on friday, i'm going to take a day off to compensate. i mean...i had a really bad migraine...
here are some of the fun activities from this weekend: cambridge commons, toast 80s night, garment district, indian food buffet, rosebud diner, karaoke at triple D's, grand openings!, sligo's (dive bars=the awesomest), picnic on the charles river close to harvard, a brief trip downtown (h&m!)
but the end of this full weekend leaves me feeling rather empty. i got home to check my email finally and recieved a few emails about the death of a kid who graduated with me. i didn't know him well but definitely saw him all the time, went to some of the same parties, etc. they're not totally sure what happened but his car ran off the road and flipped and he was unconcious for 3 hours before anyone found him. then he died of a heart attack on the way to the hospital. god thats so sad. you never think of people dying like that. like, a this could happen to me or my family kind of thing. and you never know. and thats what gets me. i hope his family and friends are alright. its rather surreal because i am so far away from that all now, but it still hits home i guess.
really makes you think. i was thinking about all the people who i lived with last year (some of which were friends with him) who probably hate me. or at least who don't care what i'm up to. and how if something like this happened, how that would change things. how real is our hatred (or dislike)? why are we sometimes only capable of expressing how unhappy we are with others, even when deep inside we love them? there are people who i no longer speak to, with whom i've had a "falling out," who i would be crushed if they were all of a sudden gone. i guess patching things up isn't so underrated. ill have to work on that.
wow, sorry to ramble on about something so depressing. really, my weekend was stellar and i am incredibly thankful for that.
but we'll see how that goes...
GREAT weekend, spent probably about 1 hour of it, total, at home. and extended it into today. as in, fuck you for making me work on friday, i'm going to take a day off to compensate. i mean...i had a really bad migraine...
here are some of the fun activities from this weekend: cambridge commons, toast 80s night, garment district, indian food buffet, rosebud diner, karaoke at triple D's, grand openings!, sligo's (dive bars=the awesomest), picnic on the charles river close to harvard, a brief trip downtown (h&m!)
but the end of this full weekend leaves me feeling rather empty. i got home to check my email finally and recieved a few emails about the death of a kid who graduated with me. i didn't know him well but definitely saw him all the time, went to some of the same parties, etc. they're not totally sure what happened but his car ran off the road and flipped and he was unconcious for 3 hours before anyone found him. then he died of a heart attack on the way to the hospital. god thats so sad. you never think of people dying like that. like, a this could happen to me or my family kind of thing. and you never know. and thats what gets me. i hope his family and friends are alright. its rather surreal because i am so far away from that all now, but it still hits home i guess.
really makes you think. i was thinking about all the people who i lived with last year (some of which were friends with him) who probably hate me. or at least who don't care what i'm up to. and how if something like this happened, how that would change things. how real is our hatred (or dislike)? why are we sometimes only capable of expressing how unhappy we are with others, even when deep inside we love them? there are people who i no longer speak to, with whom i've had a "falling out," who i would be crushed if they were all of a sudden gone. i guess patching things up isn't so underrated. ill have to work on that.
wow, sorry to ramble on about something so depressing. really, my weekend was stellar and i am incredibly thankful for that.
but we'll see how that goes...