open letter
My dear F,
I can hardly say I am among your aquaintances, but believe me, I've always liked you. I don't know which is the aim of this letter, 'cause actually I'm feeling a fool, and maybe I'm just getting too emotional because of what happened to you, I don't know.
I've been told yesterday that three weeks ago you broke up with your girlfriend, and I was so impressed when they told me you were crying that day. A boy who can cry...I don't know when was the last time I saw a boy crying... I wonder if you're still thinking about her, if you're still seeing her despite it all, if you're still in love with her. And then I realize that I would like to be her...to be the one you love.
To tell you the truth, I am ( maybe selfishly ) kind of relieved now... because maybe when you're fine again there'll be a chance for us...maybe there's something waiting for us in the future...or maybe there isn't, who knows. But you know, I still HOPE. Life has always tried to take hope away from me, it has always tried to make me believe that there's NO hope at all. But after all, at least for me, it is STILL here. My heart is full of hope, and it will always be. As long as I know you're there, and you smile back at me when you see me, then I know everything's fine. Everything will be fine again.
I just wanted you to know that I am here, waiting for you, ready to support you and give you all of my cares and attention, so that I can make you feel warm and safe again.
Just hold out your hand, and I'll make your world coloured again.
Lyl,
M.
I can hardly say I am among your aquaintances, but believe me, I've always liked you. I don't know which is the aim of this letter, 'cause actually I'm feeling a fool, and maybe I'm just getting too emotional because of what happened to you, I don't know.
I've been told yesterday that three weeks ago you broke up with your girlfriend, and I was so impressed when they told me you were crying that day. A boy who can cry...I don't know when was the last time I saw a boy crying... I wonder if you're still thinking about her, if you're still seeing her despite it all, if you're still in love with her. And then I realize that I would like to be her...to be the one you love.
To tell you the truth, I am ( maybe selfishly ) kind of relieved now... because maybe when you're fine again there'll be a chance for us...maybe there's something waiting for us in the future...or maybe there isn't, who knows. But you know, I still HOPE. Life has always tried to take hope away from me, it has always tried to make me believe that there's NO hope at all. But after all, at least for me, it is STILL here. My heart is full of hope, and it will always be. As long as I know you're there, and you smile back at me when you see me, then I know everything's fine. Everything will be fine again.
I just wanted you to know that I am here, waiting for you, ready to support you and give you all of my cares and attention, so that I can make you feel warm and safe again.
Just hold out your hand, and I'll make your world coloured again.
Lyl,
M.