Feb 06, 2012 20:29
with these damn near impossible to control mood swings. I have barely been able to get a grip at all today and it makes me really nervous for the baby shower...I really dont want to be a wreck.
It's so overpowering and I love Liam so much already BUT DAMN he is a little energy sucker outer somedays. Im getting so big...everywhere. Blllaaahhhhhh thats how I feel most of the time. That's with dealing with a shitty manager at work and having to stand for 8 hours at a time without a break. Yeah, Im leaving the cafe in less than a month.
This is all over the place.
Kramer and I may or may not have found the perfect apartment today. We are going to continue our hunt tomorrow and hopefully have it figured out before next weekend.
My sneezes today have felt so good.
I took Krams for a candle lit italian dinner in the back of my truck at the drive in movie theatre last night.
My dad gave me a refurbished laptop of his. I dont want to type anymore.
Oh but I would love to share this with you guys. I decided on two things I want to accomplish/do/give a serious attempt while in my first years of motherhood.
1. Apprentice as a florist...be a florist. Nothing would make me happier. 2. Buy climbing gear and start climbing with Kramer (and Liam when he's old enough).
I know these things will take time but the simplicity of them and how realistic and possible they are makes me fall more and more in love with the ideas. Kramer want to climb some red woods and take a lot of camping trips when Liam is old enough. Im so excited. I cant think of anything that I could ever look forward to more than Liam's arrival. He's a little light house in the middle of this crazy ocean of mama mess.