Just Please, Don't Go...
Fandom/Pairing: Hankyung/Heechul (Hanchul) (Implied Kangteuk)
Raiting: PG-13
Genre: Romance/Angst/Love/Fluff
Summary: They had fought before, but this time, Hankyung really got under Heechul's skin. But maybe he's being too harsh on the Chinese man...
A/N: **I don't own anything but the idea. ** So, this came to my mind earlier. It's really cliche....
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"Heechul, I'm sorry!" Hankyung attempted to yell over Heechul's intensely loud voice. "No! No you are not, you stupid... stupid... stupid...." Heechul broke down into sobs and slid down the wall to the floor. Hankyung felt his heart break at the sight. It was his cousin, and he was not on a date. He'd never cheat on Heechul. Heechul was perfect. Why would he need anyone else? "Heechul hyung..." He tried to comfort his boyfriend, but he only got rejected. "No, Hankyung! I...I...I hate you!" Heechul ran inside his room, slamming the door behind him. Hankyung ran his fingers through his blonde hair and felt a tear rush down his cheek. Not wanting to cause anymore madness, Hankyung went to the elevator and to the floor above; Eeteuk and Kangin's room. Knock, knock, knock. After a few minutes of hopeless waiting, Leeteuk opened the door. "Hankyung! ... what's wrong?" His voice went from happy to concerned as he saw his friend's tear stained face. "Eeteuk... It's Heechul." Hankyung sighed. Without questioned, Leeteuk rushed the younger boy into his apartment.
They sat down on the couch. "Yah~ Kangin, come here!" Leeteuk yelled. Kangin appeared and sat down on the other side of Hankyung. "Now, what happened?" Hankyung only sighed and shook his head. "Nothing, we just fought." Leeteuk and Kangin simotaneously gave him the same look. "Yah~ what was it about?" Kangin mocked the Chinese man, lightly tapping his head. This only made Hankyung cry more. "Nothing, i-it was nothing. But h-h-yung~" Hankyung sobbed, and looked towards Leeteuk. "He said... he said he...he hated me, hyung." Leeteuk wrapped the younger boy in a tight hug and let him cry. "What do I doooo?" Hankyung cried out. "I don't know, Hannie. Just... try and make it right." Leeteuk suggested, petting the boy, as if he were a lost puppy. "Right," Hankyung thought, "I'll let him alone the rest of tonight, and I'll talk it out with him in the morning." Hankyung spent the night in Leeteuk and Kangin's room, considering Kangin never slept in his own bed, because, well.... you know.
Heechul woke up the next morning, still fed up with his... "boyfriend". "He swears he loves me, and then he just goes out and cheats on me. Just like that." Heechul thought to himself as he walked into the kitchen. He looked around. No Hankyung cooking, and he grew sad. He went over to the door to Hankyung's room and debated between knocking and going in, or just going back to his room. His soft side won and he knocked lgithly. No answer. He cracked the door open slightly, and the fire inside him burned once more as he saw no Hankyung and an untouched bed. "That fucking jerk!" Heechul screamed out loud. "He probably went to cheat on me again! He truely doesn't care!" He felt tears pricking his eyes and the urge to just scream, but the door opened slightly, and he saw Hankyung. This made his anger do nothing but grow. "Chullie, can we talk?" Hankyung almost whispered, closing the door behind him. Talk? You think that we can just talk and everything will be okay?! Heechul screamed inside his head. Actually, it would have made everything okay. Heechul shook his head. "No, HanGeng." He turned his back and walked towards his room. Hankyung felt a sting in his chest when Heechul used his Chinese name. "Chullie, I wasn't~" Heechul cut him off before he could finish. "I DON't CARE!" And at that, there were a couple minutes of silence. "Chullie..." Hankyung began to cry on the other side of his boyfriend's door. "Just... leave." Heechul sighed, slowly beginning to cry himself.
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Two weeks had passed since Heechul had last spoken to Hankyung, telling him just to leave from behind his bedroom door. Hankyung took up a new residence in Leeteuk and Kangin's dorm, for which he felt very, very invading. Heechul slowly threw himself into a depression. The other members rarely saw him, except for meetings and rehearsals. He never got online anymore, not even to game. What went on behind that dorm door was something only Heechul knew. Not that he was trying to kill himself or anything, no, no, not at all. Instead, he'd just walk around the dorm and have painful, vivid memories of what once was. The kitchen where Hankyung would always cook him meals, even when Heechul insisted he not. Hankyung's bed, where they had spent some amazing night together. The couch and TV, where they'd lay around all day, cuddled, watching the stupidest shows and movies. The balcony, where they'd watch the sun set and fall alseep in each other's arms. He'd cry, he'd scream. He wouldn't hardly eat, unless the pain in his stomach got too intense. He felt horrible for just shutting Hankyung out, but he just couldn't forgive a cheater. That was something he could not do. As for Hankyung, he just spent his days staring out the window. At least Heechul could go visit his family, where there was always love. Hankyung's family was back in China.... that was it.
"Hannie, you hunry?" Leeteuk asked, walking out of his room. Hankyung turned, he had an expressionless face. "Teukkie, I don't want to be here anymore. I can't take seeing Heechul's face anymore. It hurts." Leeteuk's eyes grew the size of the moon. "Hannie! Don't kill yourself!" Hankyung tried to smile at his hyung's ridiculous comment, but a smile was something Heechul had taken from him. "No, babo. I want to quit. And go back to China." Leeteuk frowned. "Hannie, if you leave, Super Junior won't be the same. But, if it's what you truely want, who are we to stop you?" Hankyung nodded. "Thanks, Teuk." And with that, he headed to his room, grabbed his laptop, and ordered an airplane ticket.
Leeteuk got Heechul out of the appartment for an hour or two, and Hankyung took this time to go back and pack his stuff. As he opened the door, he smelled the all-too familiar scent of Heechul. It was painful to inhale it. He walked past the kitchen, where he'd cooked countless meals for Heechul, even when Heechul saw the bags under Hankyung's eyes and insited he go to sleep instead. Pain shot through his heart. He walked past the couch and TV, where he would cuddle with his hyung and watch some of the most stupidest movies. He walked out on the balcony to take one last look at the veiw he'd shared so many times with Heechul, their arms wrapped around each other. He stepped back inside and walked towards his room to start packing. He stopped infront of Heechul's door, though. Do he dare go in? He took a deep breath and opened the door. He felt his heart nearly shatter at the sight. Heechul had taken every single picture he owned of Hankyung or ones of the two together and hung them on the walls. He'd dug out everything from his closet that reminded him of his boyfriend. Hankyung sat down on the bed, where he had spent countless, amazing, hours with Heechul and let out a sigh.
The door flung open and Hankyung didn't realize he'd fallen asleep on Heechul's bed. Well, shit. Here goes my life. He thought as he heard Heechul's heavy breaths coming down the hallway. "Hannie....Hannieeee.....w-w-where are you, Hannie?" He heard his hyung sobbing in the hallway. He sat up and saw Heechul in the doorway. "H-Hannie! Omo! I....I'm so sorry!" Heechul sobbed, running into a tackling hug on Hankyung. The younger boy was confused. "No, Chullie, I'm sorry." Hankyung sat back, wiping the tears off of his lover's face. "Leeteuk told me everything. How it was your cousin. How you were going to tell me. How you cried in your sleep every night after I told you to leave. How you wouldn't do or eat or say certain things because they reminded you of me. Hankyung, I'm so sorry....I...I... I should have known better. I just...I..." Hankyung cut Heechul off with a kiss. Heechul started crying again and Hankyung rested his hyung head on his chest. "It's okay, Heechul... don't cry." Heechul wrapped his arms around Hankyung's waist. "Just p-please, don't go...don't." Heechul began sobbing. Hankyung kissed his forehead, and whispered in his ear, "Chullie, I'm not going anywhere."
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A/N: Yeahhh... fail.